My First Childhood Memory

I want to tell you all everything there is to know about who I am. I would like to sum up me in a few words, but that is impossible. I have been always changing and evolving and experienced more than the average person. My husband has encouraged me for over 20 years to write a book, many of my family and friends have said the same. I have just said to myself, I am not  a writer, I am not interesting enough, and all kinds of excuses. I can say that I definitely would not have been ready 20 years ago. I wanted to just post rants and other feelings that come over me, and I started a short lived  blog. I just find it therapeutic and also enlightening when you put your feelings down on "paper" so to speak. I was afraid my inexperience would be a problem but in today's tech savvy world, anyone can share anything with anyone and everyone, and not worry about your writing skills . I just hope that I can help people to relate and see how I handled things and how I changed. In no way do I want people to follow my example or to do anything the same. I just hope to help anyone who may have experienced a similar life or situation. If I can do that I will be happy, but I am also happy just to put these things in my life down for my children and husband if no one else. A legacy so to speak. One big warning, You may see content you find offensive. Language, racial epithets, sexual situations, and subjective opinions.